Retrospection with rains

Rains..

And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow.

I just so love rainsss........... today i danced and enjoyed in rains.. Its been years since i did that! Since childhood i have always connected with rains.. I have fond memories which are strongly associated with rains.
 One is going upstairs with lightening speed with umbrella in hand  and bursting open the terrace door nd running into thundering rains!!! and playing with umbrella like the actoresess do in films! :D
Another being the hot moong bhajiyas nd tomato ketchup! ooohhhh hot bhajiyas nd pleasant atmosphere! oooohh lalala! :)) 
 My favourite memory being monsoon would bring the new session, new beginning of school year ! :) 


The fun part of rains always remains but it has a more personal touch to it which only some people understand and know and appreciate. That is the depth and its charm to lure person for having a self-reflection journey.


The thunders remind me of joys nd sorrows one has in his life.... the strong feelings of happiness and sadness  depicts the intensity of  thunders in my perspective.
The rain, for me, depicts the memories associated with sorrows and rains
I have always considered monsoons as "me time" season. Its always good to take a tour within oneself to discover the mysteries of oneself, the good , the bad , the ugly side of ourselves. To live a healthy life one has to to have a balanced mind- that only comes with self -retrospection, to come in acceptance with your faults your strengths and your weaknesses .

Almost all my creations were triggered by rains.... they always inspire me and turn on my creative side.
I juzz feel so myself in rains.. its like meeting with oneself again only with the acceptance of faults and qualities i have in myself. 
As much as i have observed people always tend to focus on negtive aspects or sorrows but i shall only say embrace them. Evaluate them and you wil see the positivity of sorrows as they show you how much u hav become stronger and the wisdom you have acquired.



Rains always give you time to see the beauty of nature around us. The greenery has so much freshness and the fragnance of wet mud ahhh...:) Mood always freshens up . Nature has so much serene and soothing scenes in rains. Nature is at its best in rains. It emits positive vibes everywhere. It reminds me of  an infant innocently smiling up at u- the smile radiating happiness.

So all i gotta request that once in a while go and get wet in rains and let those little power droplets take you on a small journey inside . The end result will be a smile which would be as bright as the greenery and freshness of nature.

College memories.....

Someone truly said time flies so fast! It seems like yesterday that i came to pursue my graduate degree! and now three years of my college life is gone in just a snap. i wonder -"WHERE THE HELL DID IT GO??". Then answers pop in my mind in the form of memories- The good , The bad , The ugly. The rush of memories.... and a movie starts in my mind the one we make using windows movie maker :P. a song close to my heart slowly starts up in the back of my mind- ye voh jagah hai jispar kabhi...... khele the humtum milkar sabhi..... beeti hue un yadon mai..... pyaari pyaari un baaton mai.... dhundu tujhe har taraf dhundu apne khwabon mai...... yaadon mai tuu...... yaddon mai tu........
My first year was all gone in knowing the people, the city, the real friends, managing oneself, confronting the vulnerability of living away from family, financing, COMMUTING BY CITY BUS AND WAKING UP FOR IT AT 5:30 JUZ TO ATTEND 7 O'CLOCK LEC, venturing out for food joints, for bday parties and discovering funspots, figuring out the world, the silly college one sided crushes, being a lil crazzy for shopping for footwears and silently crying at nights coz u feel homesick nd miss ur frds... :(

All the mad stuff of first year gave way to second year which asked a serious question-"Which spcl subject ru going to take shweta?"- simple. Psychology. Another major change awaited. Chnage of location of my residency in pune. Location- A P.G. Never thopught in my wild dreams that i would live in a pg. Heard from so many ppl that it isnt that good. U never know what kind of freaks u get as landlords. But thank god and to raadha , i got a very good p.g and i was spared from bad experience. yay! And living with your best friend-cum-sister who knows u since u actually start to undertsand the functioning of the world, relations etc..... is amazingg!!!!! Though sum habits annoy but u adjust :D . No biggie issue! U know thr is this person w8ing for u when u get back from coll tired and irritated by the teachers, stupid silliest frds nd dumb fights, and she is all ears :) aahhhhh relief!!!! :D
Second year a high time to finalise your career! yet ur what elderly ppl love to quote-"JAWAN KHOON HAI. THEY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IN FUTURE". But glad i wasnt that much confused . Pphheewwww!!! :O
I got to know my real actual friends and wellwishers who accept me as i am. M glad to get rid of unwnted elements. I met SHALMALI, POORNIMA, ROHAN,GEETA,MADHURA and lovely teachers. Learning psyhco was much more fun with them. :).
Financing i finally started learning since i started to live in pg. Pg didnt feel as pg coz my landlady is very sweet is her own stern way, so it feels as a home away from home. Though nothing can replace the feel of HOME and esp INDORE :D :D. Learned spanish and made ossum frds inspite of age differences. Sad cudnt continue it.

Third year- HHmmmmmm- GHUBAD :P starting of the year didnt feel like last year , just the same mastiii, making of plans, flopping of plans but now future is in our hands. Bonds became more strong nd r still going on..... :) PROJECT and PRACTICAL tensions......, eating nirvana at canteen, stupid irritating fights, planning of future, promises of friendship , REALITIES OF PEOPLE CONFRONTED!! realisation of the deepness of bonds, dreams.....


All these memories....... are mine & to stay etched in my heart and mind....